my 1 year old daughter just self weaned about a week and a half ago, and it's been totally seamless, which i am completely thankful for, but i've noticed that over the last week and a half that my energy levels, metabolism and mood have been really low while my appetite has been high. i feel really bloated and down and i'm thinking it is related to weaning, but i am not sure since it's been many months since she nursed for any real sustenance (demand has gradually tapered off since she's gotten into solid food over the last 6 months).

i suppose i should also mention that i am not at all sad about the end to our breastfeeding relationship. it was a wonderful experience for both of us, and i am really grateful that in the end it was my little girl who decided it was time to end that chapter of our relationship. i would have felt awful if i felt like i was depriving her of something she wanted. thankfully that has not at all been the case and i could not be more relieved!!

that being said, though i am happy about the ease of transition for both of us, i feel so unlike myself and i am not at all sure how to handle it. i was so desperate for an explanation that i even went out and bought a pregnancy test!! it was negative but now i am still left with no explanation for this change in my body and mind. anyone have any insight into this? your thoughts would be greatly appreciated, as always!